I woke up on the wrong side
Of the bed
A single thought spiraling
Through my head
I thought I knew how to be
My own friend
But just look at where that’s lead
There I go
Wasting away another day
There I go
Feeling ashamed
Of needing a break
How many times
Do I need to learn
How many times
Do I need to learn
To love myself
Guilt so many layers deep
I can’t decide
How much of the guilt is
Actually mine
If I’m honest I know I got
To leave it behind
I’m always afraid I’m running
Out of time
There I go
Wasting away another
Whole day
There I go
Feeling ashamed
Of needing a break
Oh
How many times
Do I need to learn
How many times
Do I need to learn
To love myself
oh
Am I being selfish
Or is this okay
I’m a hamster on a wheel
Just rolling away
Even if I could forgive you
That doesn’t ever change
Everything we’ve been through
Still remains
How many times
Do I need to learn
How many times
Do I need to learn
How many times
Do I need to learn
To love myself
